"And Peter answered him and said, “Lord, if it is you, command me
to come to you on the water.” And he said, “Come.” And when Peter had
come down out of the boat, he walked on the water. But when he saw the
boisterous wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink, he cried, saying,
“Lord, save me.” {Mt 14:28-30}
THE MIXED CHARACTER OF THE BELIEVER’S EXPERIENCE is very palpably suggested to us here.
Peter was undoubtedly a bold believer in Jesus
Christ.
He addresses his Master devoutly, calling him “Lord”—a name of
reverence, the use of which revealed the change that had been made in
his character, and the obedient spirit it had produced. But the
misgivings implied in that “if”—“if it is you”—savors rather of
unbelief, and yet we find this hesitancy immediately followed by an
expression of such strong confidence that we marvel at the request he
uttered, “Command me to come to you on the water.” Then, cheered by the
Lord’s prompt answer, “Come,” we find him showing courage by descending
from the vessel, setting foot on the sea, and actually walking on the
water.
His valor, however, soon evaporates; for “when he saw that the wind was
boisterous, he was afraid.” The faith that buoyed him up gave place to a
fear that bowed him down. He who was walking the liquid wave one
instant is sinking beneath the surge the next.
Q: And is this not a common experience?
Q: Are all God’s people so subject to changes; alternating between calm trust and cowardly fear?
Our trophies are never won without troubles.......often have to engage in such terrible struggles against inbred sin,
and to endure such severe pressure from troubles without, that he is
constrained to cry out, “Oh wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me
from the body of this death?”
One day you may be on Tabor’s summit
witnessing your Master’s transfiguration, and another day you may be in
the Valley of Humiliation, groaning in spirit, humbled and brought low
through oppression, affliction, and sorrow.
Our way to heaven is uphill and down dale. Our life is made of chequered
materials; it is not all of one fabric. Sometimes full of hope we bound
forward with elastic step; immediately the sun ceases to shine, the big
rain drops fall, the vapors rise, and we sit down with folded arms and
fixed eye, wearing a sad, leaden cast.
As in our experience, so in our
nature, good and evil meet, but cannot blend; they are at constant
variance."
Charles Spurgeon